I wish to go to India very much.

In my childhood parents read me the book about Mowgli and now when I watch a telecast about India - I jack everything in and watch! May be the matter is in bright colors? Unusual clothes, animals in streets, juicy fruits of exotic trees. Everything in this country attracts me!And what is actually the problem? I just do not have enough boldness to spend money for a trip there. And may be the expectation of a miracle is much stronger than the miracle itself? May be I am afraid of being disappointed?